not homesick, heartsick.

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so i went to the hollywood equivalent of an acklen house party completely sober last night. it was an experience to say the least, i mostly just laughed to myself for the time we were there. it becomes more and more apparent each day how much nashville wishes it was LA. coco, moxie, acklen house parties, they all just have different names. the scene kids here really crack me up. i've always known that in every town or city you can find equivalents to characters and people from anywhere else, but this is just getting ridiculous. but that's also why i feel so comfortable here i guess. i'm not really ready to leave, i feel like i live here in a way, but at the same time i wish i was already on a plane. my heart is just being tugged all over the place is all. more than anything, i just wish my love and luhv were here, really. but since that can't happen, i'm more than very happy to go to them. being able to just touch him is going to be amazing. and nashville is a place i don't mind coming back to one bit. this laptop is melting my legs, this stream is ending. i love you all. i miss you all. one of these days..
xo rachelallison.