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Tonight I had a show at Church Bar! If you were there you would have seen me. I was good, yeah? Not really. I'm a New Zealander who looks like me with Kelly from Australian Idol and Julia. Me thinks this girl could have been cool?
Not really. I went bowling, what the hell... bowling! The last time I went bowling was with Nigel and Chris the night of my 18th. Hah.. I dunno really why I went. It was so fricken good though. Glad I did. It was with the old work crew.. and Bryce was there *drools*. We had four lanes and it was just fun times. Being a remo, dressing like a remo. It was way fun. I fricken kicked arse man, (no one cares), BUT I was playing Sam and Ben and Andrew and I fricken beat their arses by 42 fricken points. Damn straight! But that was only one game, the others I kinda sucked in. 16 people came and it was well fun. Wannnnnnnnna see Brycical soon and he's grown his hair and his legs are just as fucking good as they always way... maybe even better. And he seemed kinda excited to see me? Or maybe that was my imagination. Ohh yeah, the music has gotten better. They played a lot of RHCP and even Evermore and FooFighters and Blink183 and THE FRICKEN STROKES.. *dies* haha, funkeh.
Today Mum bought me: Arm warmers :) and a Beanie aaaaaaand a Sid Vicious teeshirt. And I bought myself some sunglasses... in the middle of Winter in cold dark rainy weather. Yeah... this makes sense. Also went to get my lip ring changed but the one they ordered is too small for my lip. I dunno how that happened. I used to have tiny lips... :( So now they have to order the bigger one and that will take 800 years and *cry* Twill be worth it thought, maybe not god.I just dont want the ball ones... but Tim was there and he is cool and sexxxy :)
Argh, I keep talking about these sexy people but like. ghar! I sent S a message today saying maybe we shouldn't bother doing the whole "smsing calling thing". It made me sad, I never know how to handle friendships.. like, I always mess them up at some point. Is there anyone in the world I haven't had a fight with? Didn't think so. Anyway. He replied and didn't mention the important things I mentioned. He was on the ninternet tonight and we talked and gahr fuck him man. I know he won't read this cause like no time etc blah crap blah so. He said it was for the best... (this is what I think) because it's just ridiculous trying to stay close when you live completely different lives.. in our circumstances anyway. But we have to hang out when he comes home. Or I'll cry haha. All my thoughts are so muddled in regard to this whole thing. HAHA, nothing fucking ever works out for me. AMEN.
Meanwhile, Amy called me tonight annnnnnnnnnnd I wasn't home goddamn. I stayed home last week when she said she would call but alas, there was no callage. She told mum she might be able to ring back at 1230 if she doesnt go out but it's just gone 1230 and she hasn't called, so I've lost the faith. I miss my lil eskimoh.
Fuck man, arm warmers are so fucking cool. So are Sids Viciousnessses. Fingernails after bowling aren't too cool though. Hmm, ok.
Now my tea is finished and Missamycanpie hasn't called. I'ma gonna go to bedland and read all about Melbourne...because Melbourne is the place to be. Apparently.. as Jing-Ling wqould say. Also... we shouldn't call Jing-Ling Jing anymore... we should call her Ling.
Kay done and done,
Not really. I went bowling, what the hell... bowling! The last time I went bowling was with Nigel and Chris the night of my 18th. Hah.. I dunno really why I went. It was so fricken good though. Glad I did. It was with the old work crew.. and Bryce was there *drools*. We had four lanes and it was just fun times. Being a remo, dressing like a remo. It was way fun. I fricken kicked arse man, (no one cares), BUT I was playing Sam and Ben and Andrew and I fricken beat their arses by 42 fricken points. Damn straight! But that was only one game, the others I kinda sucked in. 16 people came and it was well fun. Wannnnnnnnna see Brycical soon and he's grown his hair and his legs are just as fucking good as they always way... maybe even better. And he seemed kinda excited to see me? Or maybe that was my imagination. Ohh yeah, the music has gotten better. They played a lot of RHCP and even Evermore and FooFighters and Blink183 and THE FRICKEN STROKES.. *dies* haha, funkeh.
Today Mum bought me: Arm warmers :) and a Beanie aaaaaaand a Sid Vicious teeshirt. And I bought myself some sunglasses... in the middle of Winter in cold dark rainy weather. Yeah... this makes sense. Also went to get my lip ring changed but the one they ordered is too small for my lip. I dunno how that happened. I used to have tiny lips... :( So now they have to order the bigger one and that will take 800 years and *cry* Twill be worth it thought, maybe not god.I just dont want the ball ones... but Tim was there and he is cool and sexxxy :)
Argh, I keep talking about these sexy people but like. ghar! I sent S a message today saying maybe we shouldn't bother doing the whole "smsing calling thing". It made me sad, I never know how to handle friendships.. like, I always mess them up at some point. Is there anyone in the world I haven't had a fight with? Didn't think so. Anyway. He replied and didn't mention the important things I mentioned. He was on the ninternet tonight and we talked and gahr fuck him man. I know he won't read this cause like no time etc blah crap blah so. He said it was for the best... (this is what I think) because it's just ridiculous trying to stay close when you live completely different lives.. in our circumstances anyway. But we have to hang out when he comes home. Or I'll cry haha. All my thoughts are so muddled in regard to this whole thing. HAHA, nothing fucking ever works out for me. AMEN.
Meanwhile, Amy called me tonight annnnnnnnnnnd I wasn't home goddamn. I stayed home last week when she said she would call but alas, there was no callage. She told mum she might be able to ring back at 1230 if she doesnt go out but it's just gone 1230 and she hasn't called, so I've lost the faith. I miss my lil eskimoh.
Fuck man, arm warmers are so fucking cool. So are Sids Viciousnessses. Fingernails after bowling aren't too cool though. Hmm, ok.
Now my tea is finished and Missamycanpie hasn't called. I'ma gonna go to bedland and read all about Melbourne...because Melbourne is the place to be. Apparently.. as Jing-Ling wqould say. Also... we shouldn't call Jing-Ling Jing anymore... we should call her Ling.
Kay done and done,