so so bad
soooo, I totally have an exam in less than 12 hours...and it's the 3 in the morning...Brilliant megan.
omg - I've had to pee like 10 times today...no make that 11 times
its the damn orange juice. Since I is sick, I is drinking oj, which makes me pee every 5 seconds!
anyway, 3 am silliness aside, I broke down today...again.
It was stress...again. Brian and I got into another fight...it was about both of us misunderstanding the other's words, but we made up later. But anyway, it was that plus the stress of having two tests tomorrow..well later today now. and then having to write ANOTHER essay for Prof SADIST. AND the aforemention SADIST giving me a C- on an essay, which I have never gotten before. Though I am a History major, I write damn well and Kami even helped me! And she's a damn ENGLISH major for cripes sake!
Momma thinks that she did that because I "challenged her" because I didn't bring in the required amount of essay copies for my peer group. Yes, because it's not like I'm smart or anything, and I know that I only need two copies (one to turn in and one to pass around to all members of my group - because it's not they can read them all at the same time, hence they must switch off and I, as a conscientious environmentalist, do not want to trash multiple copies just because I don't need them anymore.) So one copy for SADIST and one for my peer group. There's plenty of paper, write wherever you can find room! And she's not even a real prof either..She's just a graduate assistant.
But enough harping on SADIST. Haha, me and Lisa completely ignored her last class, talking to each other about whether or not Lisa's gaydar was going off about some guy. Ok, I'm going to say it right now, I have nothing and will never have anything against homesexuals. I actually want a gay guy friend, cuz my sense of style SUCKS. And he would help. Especially cuz Kami's in England at the current moment.
Anyway, so we were conferring about that and trashing her new haircut. Ok finneee, it was a cute style and it looks really good on her and I'm jealous, but she just needs to fix the back so it doesn't look like a beach ball. And now I can't get my hair cut like that, cuz I DEFINITELY don't want to look like I copied her. Buhhh
But anyway, so I was crying and about to be late for my lab, so I called Momma, and we talked and I was crying and she made me feel better only like a Momma can and I love her very much. I wanna be home right now actually. Screw FAU, I wanna go homeee!
But anyway, I went to lab, came back, ate dinner then I was studying for my life science exam(which is a total joke. ACADEMY FRIENDS! HAVE NOT ALL BEEN SPOILED ROTTEN BY THE ACADEMY? Honestly, I didn't have the study hardly at all!! I miss the academy btw - BACK ON TRACKKK!)
So Alena comes over, scares the shite outta me and then was like are you ok now? and I, the dumb blonde I am, was like huh? and she was like about earlier? And then I was like oooh! yeah I'm ok now.
I explained it to her (stress, fight, SADIST) and she gave me a huggg! (I about starting bawling there!) and said if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here ok? So I was like thanks, I really appreciate that!
I thought that she didn't like me, but she likes mee! she really likes me! I think the reason she didn't really talk to me before was because I'm a sopho this year and they are all frosh and as I am SODAMNSHY, it might have come off as being snooty. But I'm glad the unease is going away.
Annnd, I've found a cafe buddy in Ashy. She's always txting me saying DINNERTIME HOR! Not really but still. It's always fun to hang out with her. She makes me laugh and makes me feel...idk wanted, appreciated, liked.
Last year, I didn't worry about that because I hung out with all my roomies, but now EVERYONE is off campus and I'mm all alone. So when she first moved in, I jumped right in and said hi and offered my help. I'm glad she moved in. The year doesn't look so lonely now.
I really need to brush my teeth. I can smell the RANK from here..haha. But I'mmm lazy.
And all I want to do right now is watch Jeff Dunham. Anyone else seen him? If not, go on youtube and look him up. Watch Peanut or Achmed first, then the others. I love Peanut the best. haha
So I talked to Kami today and told her about SADIST (why do you haunt my thoughts so much!!?!) and she seriously wants to come back and be all like "wtf? I am a goddamned english major and a damn good one at that! You suck and you better give my sister a better grade than this! asshat"
that's my new favorite word right now. Asshat. I also am particularly enamored with asshattery and douchebaggery. Not real words per se, but still. Look up, read my icon. This is my world and it IS made of nonsensory...stuff. Haha.
ok, it's 3:30 and I am SOO not going to want to get up. Buhh. I can tell you right now that all I'm going to want to do tomorrow (later today) is to write more for my story, which is my love child with my pencil. Haha. Ah, speaking of which, FAU has all sorts of flyers up for NaNoWriMo. I've heard of it before, but doesn't the story/novel have to be finished or something? Idk...but as I is about to pass out, I'm off to bed
SHAZAM!! Ghost Hunters tomorrow!! yessss I can die happy now. And Bones toooo!
well shite, now I'm not tired anymore. Pah, off to bed anyway.
Out
Ps- Isn't "to bed to bed..." part of a shakespeare quote? hmmmm
omg - I've had to pee like 10 times today...no make that 11 times
its the damn orange juice. Since I is sick, I is drinking oj, which makes me pee every 5 seconds!
anyway, 3 am silliness aside, I broke down today...again.
It was stress...again. Brian and I got into another fight...it was about both of us misunderstanding the other's words, but we made up later. But anyway, it was that plus the stress of having two tests tomorrow..well later today now. and then having to write ANOTHER essay for Prof SADIST. AND the aforemention SADIST giving me a C- on an essay, which I have never gotten before. Though I am a History major, I write damn well and Kami even helped me! And she's a damn ENGLISH major for cripes sake!
Momma thinks that she did that because I "challenged her" because I didn't bring in the required amount of essay copies for my peer group. Yes, because it's not like I'm smart or anything, and I know that I only need two copies (one to turn in and one to pass around to all members of my group - because it's not they can read them all at the same time, hence they must switch off and I, as a conscientious environmentalist, do not want to trash multiple copies just because I don't need them anymore.) So one copy for SADIST and one for my peer group. There's plenty of paper, write wherever you can find room! And she's not even a real prof either..She's just a graduate assistant.
But enough harping on SADIST. Haha, me and Lisa completely ignored her last class, talking to each other about whether or not Lisa's gaydar was going off about some guy. Ok, I'm going to say it right now, I have nothing and will never have anything against homesexuals. I actually want a gay guy friend, cuz my sense of style SUCKS. And he would help. Especially cuz Kami's in England at the current moment.
Anyway, so we were conferring about that and trashing her new haircut. Ok finneee, it was a cute style and it looks really good on her and I'm jealous, but she just needs to fix the back so it doesn't look like a beach ball. And now I can't get my hair cut like that, cuz I DEFINITELY don't want to look like I copied her. Buhhh
But anyway, so I was crying and about to be late for my lab, so I called Momma, and we talked and I was crying and she made me feel better only like a Momma can and I love her very much. I wanna be home right now actually. Screw FAU, I wanna go homeee!
But anyway, I went to lab, came back, ate dinner then I was studying for my life science exam(which is a total joke. ACADEMY FRIENDS! HAVE NOT ALL BEEN SPOILED ROTTEN BY THE ACADEMY? Honestly, I didn't have the study hardly at all!! I miss the academy btw - BACK ON TRACKKK!)
So Alena comes over, scares the shite outta me and then was like are you ok now? and I, the dumb blonde I am, was like huh? and she was like about earlier? And then I was like oooh! yeah I'm ok now.
I explained it to her (stress, fight, SADIST) and she gave me a huggg! (I about starting bawling there!) and said if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here ok? So I was like thanks, I really appreciate that!
I thought that she didn't like me, but she likes mee! she really likes me! I think the reason she didn't really talk to me before was because I'm a sopho this year and they are all frosh and as I am SODAMNSHY, it might have come off as being snooty. But I'm glad the unease is going away.
Annnd, I've found a cafe buddy in Ashy. She's always txting me saying DINNERTIME HOR! Not really but still. It's always fun to hang out with her. She makes me laugh and makes me feel...idk wanted, appreciated, liked.
Last year, I didn't worry about that because I hung out with all my roomies, but now EVERYONE is off campus and I'mm all alone. So when she first moved in, I jumped right in and said hi and offered my help. I'm glad she moved in. The year doesn't look so lonely now.
I really need to brush my teeth. I can smell the RANK from here..haha. But I'mmm lazy.
And all I want to do right now is watch Jeff Dunham. Anyone else seen him? If not, go on youtube and look him up. Watch Peanut or Achmed first, then the others. I love Peanut the best. haha
So I talked to Kami today and told her about SADIST (why do you haunt my thoughts so much!!?!) and she seriously wants to come back and be all like "wtf? I am a goddamned english major and a damn good one at that! You suck and you better give my sister a better grade than this! asshat"
that's my new favorite word right now. Asshat. I also am particularly enamored with asshattery and douchebaggery. Not real words per se, but still. Look up, read my icon. This is my world and it IS made of nonsensory...stuff. Haha.
ok, it's 3:30 and I am SOO not going to want to get up. Buhh. I can tell you right now that all I'm going to want to do tomorrow (later today) is to write more for my story, which is my love child with my pencil. Haha. Ah, speaking of which, FAU has all sorts of flyers up for NaNoWriMo. I've heard of it before, but doesn't the story/novel have to be finished or something? Idk...but as I is about to pass out, I'm off to bed
SHAZAM!! Ghost Hunters tomorrow!! yessss I can die happy now. And Bones toooo!
well shite, now I'm not tired anymore. Pah, off to bed anyway.
Out
Ps- Isn't "to bed to bed..." part of a shakespeare quote? hmmmm