Let's get this party started
All right, so that's it, after, what, over 3 weeks of impersonal entries, I'm finally going to write a little about... er, whatever comes to mind now, and I might be forgetting tons of it, but oh well.
School and all that good stuff
Got in at Lakanal, a "prep school" in Paris, but am still as confused as ever. Talked to my friend Antoine the other day who made me seriously doubt Sciences-Po was the right place to be. Except I still don't think "prep school" are my cuppa tea. Sooooo. Great. I'm not even studying a quarter of what I should be studying. Damnit.
Cell phone
Ridiculous situation as usually happens when I rely on family too much. Have ended up with a phone that's pretty much as big as wireless landline phones nowadays, plus it's impossible to figure out and the screen is like 2-line long. Just awesome. Really annoyed by situation so won't give out number to anybody until I get a phone where I actually know how to listen to voicemail.
Animals
Want my baby dog. I wish I had a little mouse right now. Or a kitty to cuddle. Also, really want to see my Glacier again. First few days are gonna be interesting in Rennes as far as rushing about is concerned.
Internet, whoa-pa
Enjoying LAN connection again. Feels extremely good, esp. since I've been able to update the forums I wanted to. Of course, still missing SQL data cuz, y'know, it'd be too simple otherwise. So... working on it. Am thinking I might even launch the new CDM.net version this week. Actually probably shouldn't. I need to do the gallery first and oh yeah, am supposed to study at some point. Gwaaaaah. Am being lazy and not writing to half the people I should be writing to. I find that my return in France is mostly characterized by extreme laziness that I'm not sure I understand.
GotR & long live the king
GotR becomes GotRadio and I'm standing there kinda blinking. The absence of correct connection has made it hard to work with, wasn't there as much as I should have I suppose. Hopefully will get to see Chaz soon enough again and really talk.
Tour de France
Done with Nancy. Visited Besançon, a confusing place for drivers (or well at least for Antoine and I) but looks good, the Citadelle is great and they have a nice zoo. We saw cute animals. And sleeping tigers and lions. So moved on to Reims where I'm staying till next Friday. It's kinda strange to be moving around like this. Next stop is home and I don't even know if I wanna get there. I mean I do, I just think I'm gonna get over being back to living with my family pretty quickly. Need to figure out stuff to do. Friends to see. Fuck dumb cell phones that make it hard to actually organize anything. Think I will call Carole today though, cuz wanna get in touch with her. Need to go to Le Pouliguen. Damn not having a car, too. I wonder if I'll be able to get a small GPL car when I get my licence. I hope so.
Gay-pride, well - gay at least
Requires way too much thinking on my part. Really, really miss Andover on that point, talking to Hailey, Aviva, Ashley... gay jokes and all. Am not gonna be at the Pride today, sad. Am gonna be at my first wedding. Hmm. And I don't mean mine, obviously. We're not there yet, at every level I believe (well, maybe if we moved to Bègles...). Being lazy is also bad cuz I let my brain run wild more than I actually do stuff, and I'm just - I dunno. Somewhat confused I guess, but then bewilderement is a constant thing in my life. Am just trying to figure out how much the gayness affects public life and all and I'm not sure at all and I think that's driving me crazy. Well, y'know, nothing big though. I just kinda wish I could go along with the flow without thinking about it and all. I tend to have a "fuck you all" attitude I think. Arrrggh.
Train *blink*
Have. No. Fucking. Clue. How... I'm gonna manage with my huge suitcase, Simon & my backpack next Friday. Connection in Paris is gonna be so much fun. (that was sarcasm) Yesterday's train travel was fun though. (that was not sarcasm) I'm awful at the Petit Bac but we knew that I think, and also I think I beat the record for losing awfully fast at the Bataille Corse.
Well here you go. I don't feel like going into details about some stuff. Private I guess. Or something. Anyway. I'm off to... see my lovely fan_elune then.
School and all that good stuff
Got in at Lakanal, a "prep school" in Paris, but am still as confused as ever. Talked to my friend Antoine the other day who made me seriously doubt Sciences-Po was the right place to be. Except I still don't think "prep school" are my cuppa tea. Sooooo. Great. I'm not even studying a quarter of what I should be studying. Damnit.
Cell phone
Ridiculous situation as usually happens when I rely on family too much. Have ended up with a phone that's pretty much as big as wireless landline phones nowadays, plus it's impossible to figure out and the screen is like 2-line long. Just awesome. Really annoyed by situation so won't give out number to anybody until I get a phone where I actually know how to listen to voicemail.
Animals
Want my baby dog. I wish I had a little mouse right now. Or a kitty to cuddle. Also, really want to see my Glacier again. First few days are gonna be interesting in Rennes as far as rushing about is concerned.
Internet, whoa-pa
Enjoying LAN connection again. Feels extremely good, esp. since I've been able to update the forums I wanted to. Of course, still missing SQL data cuz, y'know, it'd be too simple otherwise. So... working on it. Am thinking I might even launch the new CDM.net version this week. Actually probably shouldn't. I need to do the gallery first and oh yeah, am supposed to study at some point. Gwaaaaah. Am being lazy and not writing to half the people I should be writing to. I find that my return in France is mostly characterized by extreme laziness that I'm not sure I understand.
GotR & long live the king
GotR becomes GotRadio and I'm standing there kinda blinking. The absence of correct connection has made it hard to work with, wasn't there as much as I should have I suppose. Hopefully will get to see Chaz soon enough again and really talk.
Tour de France
Done with Nancy. Visited Besançon, a confusing place for drivers (or well at least for Antoine and I) but looks good, the Citadelle is great and they have a nice zoo. We saw cute animals. And sleeping tigers and lions. So moved on to Reims where I'm staying till next Friday. It's kinda strange to be moving around like this. Next stop is home and I don't even know if I wanna get there. I mean I do, I just think I'm gonna get over being back to living with my family pretty quickly. Need to figure out stuff to do. Friends to see. Fuck dumb cell phones that make it hard to actually organize anything. Think I will call Carole today though, cuz wanna get in touch with her. Need to go to Le Pouliguen. Damn not having a car, too. I wonder if I'll be able to get a small GPL car when I get my licence. I hope so.
Gay-pride, well - gay at least
Requires way too much thinking on my part. Really, really miss Andover on that point, talking to Hailey, Aviva, Ashley... gay jokes and all. Am not gonna be at the Pride today, sad. Am gonna be at my first wedding. Hmm. And I don't mean mine, obviously. We're not there yet, at every level I believe (well, maybe if we moved to Bègles...). Being lazy is also bad cuz I let my brain run wild more than I actually do stuff, and I'm just - I dunno. Somewhat confused I guess, but then bewilderement is a constant thing in my life. Am just trying to figure out how much the gayness affects public life and all and I'm not sure at all and I think that's driving me crazy. Well, y'know, nothing big though. I just kinda wish I could go along with the flow without thinking about it and all. I tend to have a "fuck you all" attitude I think. Arrrggh.
Train *blink*
Have. No. Fucking. Clue. How... I'm gonna manage with my huge suitcase, Simon & my backpack next Friday. Connection in Paris is gonna be so much fun. (that was sarcasm) Yesterday's train travel was fun though. (that was not sarcasm) I'm awful at the Petit Bac but we knew that I think, and also I think I beat the record for losing awfully fast at the Bataille Corse.
Well here you go. I don't feel like going into details about some stuff. Private I guess. Or something. Anyway. I'm off to... see my lovely fan_elune then.