Jan 29, 2006 20:44
Last night I had a mini breakdown almost reminiscient of my high school days. My mom took it upon herself to clean my room while I was gone for the day. That involved moving everything around, reorganizing everything and throwing away tons of clothes and stuff. If you know what type of person I am then you know that I have to live in filth and cleanliness stresses me out a lot. I was having an almost anxiety attack last night!
I way overestimated how much time it would take to for me to get to my class and not I have time to do nothing. Not that I'm complaining but I'd much rather be doing work now if I could help it.
I'm so happy about my training coming up. If I work hard and don't screw things up then I think that a half-marathon is really attainable. There's this guy named Hal Higdon and he's got a 12-week training plan. It's not too heavy at all, I just need to be careful because I'm concurrently training for climbing. And skateboarding too. Today I ran 2 miles EASILY and I didn't have any music. I'm really happy about that because all music tends to do is distract me. It helps me to sprint but I'm constantly changing the songs and that's not worth it.
I wish that all my good friends lived around here. Ashley and I always say to each other, "you're the only friend I've got around here". That's not true, I've def got my brother and Sam and Rach and Danny of course. But I miss Karen and Leah and Barry and Mike all the time.
Class time!