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[greenhipivan]

i am in a rut some times i am so committed and sometimes i wanna let loose...i messed up a couple of days ago...and it was fun.. it also made me want to seclude myself more than ever...i told colin about what i did and he was so supportive..not that he liked what i did (i didnt cheat) but he felt like he had to be there for me b/c he loves me . this is a confession not a  call for pity....i fucked up and now i got to take it day by day ................... i got help from an old friend today...he really knew what to do , well thats the news...
love
   jackaronda