THE WILDCARD; atthemansion fanmix for Lorna Dane
The Outsider; Marina and the Diamonds
Spilt the milk at breakfast
Hit me double hard
And I grinned at you softly
Because I'm a fucking wild card
These people are weird in here
And they're giving me the fear
Just because you know my name
Doesn't mean you know my name
Sweet Dreams; Emily Browning
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused
The Apocalypse Song; St Vincent
It's time
You are light
I guess you are afraid of what everyone is made of
All your praying moments amount to just one breath
Please keep your victory
But give me little death
Grey Street; Dave Matthews Band
Oh, there's a loneliness inside her
And she'd do anything to fill it in
And though it's red blood bleeding from her now
It feels like cold blue ice in her heart
When all the colors mix together to grey
And it breaks her heart
Ooh Child; Beth Orton
Ooh child, things are gonna be easier
Ooh child, things will be brighter and brighter
Ooh child, things are gonna be easier
Ooh child, things will be brighter
Some day
We'll put it together and we'll get it all done
Some day
When your head is much lighter
Best Not To Think About It; Athlete
So she smashes the glass and there's blood on her hands and her skirt
There's the wind and a sun
A fresh air in her lungs once again
Seven Nation Army; Kate Nash
And I'm talking to myself at night
Because I can't forget
Back and forth through my mind
Behind a cigarette
And a message coming from my eyes says leave it alone
Don't want to hear about it
Every single one's got a story to tell
Everyone knows about it
From the Queen of England to the hounds of Hell
Heavy In Your Arms; Florence and the Machine
This will be my last confession
"I love you" never felt like any blessing
Whisper it like it's a secret
Uttered to condemn the one who hears it
With a heavy heart
Wolves (Act I and II); Bon Iver
Someday my pain
Someday my pain will mark you
Harness your blame
Harness your blame, walk through
With the wild wolves around you
In the morning, I'll call you
Send it farther on
Golden And Green; The Builders and The Butchers
Close your eyes and you draw one more day to a close
You choose to be alone
You float through your life as a ghost
And everything heals given time
And everything dies given time
And the scars run together, mixing the nerves with the blood
Decode; Paramore
How could I decide what's right?
When you're clouding up my mind
I can't win your losing fight, all the time
How could I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
Apres Moi; Regina Spektor
I, oh, must go on standing
You can't break that which isn't yours
I, oh, must go on standing
I'm not my own, it's not my choice
I Taught Myself How To Grow Old; Ryan Adams
Poor little rose, beaten by the rain
In the wind in the gale, thunder and the hail
Sometimes I feel like I'm going insane
Without the numbness or the pain so intense to feel
Especially now it added up through the years
And I, I taught myself how to grow
Without any love and there was poison in the rain
I taught myself how to grow
Now I'm crooked on the outside, and the inside's broke
Rolling in The Deep; Adele
The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
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