been a while
so its been a while since ive written in here. lifes been crazy and ive been spending more time writting in my paper journal then on here. lets see whats been going on.
things with my grrl are going great. i love her more and more everyday. im actualy looking for work up in anaheim/OC area since i lost my job on monday. ahhhh yes that was wonderful. i really hated that place, and there was a lot of bullshit that was going on. i had no real problems till i cut my hair, which i was kinda afraid of. i got written up a few weeks ago for stuff that everyone else in the office gets away with. then last friday i called out told them to leave all my work and i would do it on monday. went in at 4:30 on monday and all my work had been done and the access to my computer was denied. so i wrote my boss a very nice letter and told him i wouldnt be in till i talked to him and went home. havent been able to get ahold of him since then. i would like to get a lawyer just to see if there is anything i can do. but its corporate america so i highly doubt it.
but yeah ive been looking for work up north cause im gonna move in a month. im excited and nervous. this means i can come out to my parents, which ive been dying to do. i almost did it at dinner the other night, but stopped myself. with all of the crazieness going on right now i wont be able to go back to school in the fall, or make it to NYC for the protests. 2 things im very upset about. even if im not gonna get a degree i need to constantly be learning, and i feel like i havent been doing much of that lately. looks like ill be doing a lot of reading till the spring semester, anyone got any good book recomendations? no fiction please, anything political or spiritual though. Havent been out to the clubs too much lately, went dancing last night but the club was kinda lame. i REALLY miss dancing. I havent been very artistic/ expressive lately i think thats why ive been so agro. havent had my shop, havent been dancing, i should get off my ass and do something though. well i suppose thats all for now. ill try to keep this updated. i love you all and miss you very much.
things with my grrl are going great. i love her more and more everyday. im actualy looking for work up in anaheim/OC area since i lost my job on monday. ahhhh yes that was wonderful. i really hated that place, and there was a lot of bullshit that was going on. i had no real problems till i cut my hair, which i was kinda afraid of. i got written up a few weeks ago for stuff that everyone else in the office gets away with. then last friday i called out told them to leave all my work and i would do it on monday. went in at 4:30 on monday and all my work had been done and the access to my computer was denied. so i wrote my boss a very nice letter and told him i wouldnt be in till i talked to him and went home. havent been able to get ahold of him since then. i would like to get a lawyer just to see if there is anything i can do. but its corporate america so i highly doubt it.
but yeah ive been looking for work up north cause im gonna move in a month. im excited and nervous. this means i can come out to my parents, which ive been dying to do. i almost did it at dinner the other night, but stopped myself. with all of the crazieness going on right now i wont be able to go back to school in the fall, or make it to NYC for the protests. 2 things im very upset about. even if im not gonna get a degree i need to constantly be learning, and i feel like i havent been doing much of that lately. looks like ill be doing a lot of reading till the spring semester, anyone got any good book recomendations? no fiction please, anything political or spiritual though. Havent been out to the clubs too much lately, went dancing last night but the club was kinda lame. i REALLY miss dancing. I havent been very artistic/ expressive lately i think thats why ive been so agro. havent had my shop, havent been dancing, i should get off my ass and do something though. well i suppose thats all for now. ill try to keep this updated. i love you all and miss you very much.