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A friend made me realize this week just how blind i've been. I take everything i have for granted and i'm never satisfied. I spend all my time complaining about Insignificant details of my life. What i wan't,what i can't have,how my hair doesn't curl, if i'm gonna graduate from college in 6 years or wather it will take me 8 years, or why i'm always in a crowd and yet i'm still all alone. it opened my eyes and forced me to see just how precious life is and how you never know what could happen to you tommorw. one day you could be just fine and the next you could have cancer. she is so strong,and she takes each day as it comes. she amazes me more every day. she dosen't wonder why this is happening or think of the worst. i just want to let you know that you inspire me,and if i would have realized that about 5 years ago i would have had a diffrent out-look on life. I will miss you this summer, but i know that you will be fine and come back soon. i just wanted to thank you.
Who cares about all the stupid mistakes i've made, how long i'm going to be in school for,or why WE don't talk anymore. As long as i have friends i cant trust* and a family that loves me, i think i'm gonna be okay, maybe.