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with good times always comes bad times... i realized last nite and i said it out loud that i have an issue i have to deal with.. and im dealing with it.. as best as i can.. its going to take some time and the Lord is going to work in my life, i have no doubt about that.. i just wish that things could be better between u and me.. just how the way it used to be.. but i guess this is another time for us to get farther in our walks with God.. thats wat im goin to do.. idk about u.. but yea.. God is the ONE constant thing in my life and im not letting go again.. not this time.. my heart will be healed again in time. its just hard to live with a broken heart, esp cause i did it to myself... but its been 5 months with a broken heart that keeps healing, but as its almost there, the wound is ripped open again and gets deeper and bigger.. which means a longer time for the healing process....
"jesus take the wheel, take it from my hands, i cant do this on my own... im letting go, give me one more chance, take me from this road im on... jesus take the wheel.."