May 20, 2005 19:11
not to great of a day i'm probably gonna watch a movie and go to bed early. everything about today is sad. last full day of high school EVER. it poured down rain. i realized that i don't really want to graduate yet. i don't want to go to georgia southern in the summer. when the streaker came through the lunch room i realized just how much i am going to miss high school. i saw a lot of my friends for the last time. so many mixed feelings how can anyone know what to do. something may feel so right one day and then feel so wrong the next. i should've listened to my mother. mother knows best. but i didn't listen and now i'm depressed. i can't undo it because it would be too weird. the only thing i can do right now is watch movies and cry. and thats what i'm gonna go do....