(no subject)

Mar 14, 2005 18:32

i'm so stressed out and i'm taking it out on people who don't deserve it. i'm so scared about everything right now. i had a dream that i was little again playing outside with my brothers and grandfather. we had magic blankets that made us invisible and in the back yard there was a barn that led us to a secret magical place. unfortunately my fears came in and i grew up and my grandfather died. he left us with thoughs blankets but it wasn't the same because we were no longer totally covered by the blankets and our legs could not become invisible. i think my dreams were telling me that even if i try to become a little kid again it won't work because it won't be the same. nothing is the same anymore. i think about death a lot. not for me but everyone who is older than me. my grandparents and aunts and uncles. what family will i cling to when they are gone? will we still have our family reunions and christmas in pennsylvania? probably not. but who knows. i think i'm just really scared to go to college and be by myself. there will be a ton of kids there but i will be alone. i'm terrified of being alone. it wouldn't be so bad if i didn't have to go this summer. i would have time to get used to the idea. to hang out with my friends and say goodbye. but i'll come home and everyone will be leaving or gone and then i will just go right back to school. and i'm so tired. i don't sleep well because i worry constantly. i need spring break.
i also found out that in order to get hope i need 2 a's and a b. so an a in la and govt and a b in math. great thats means i have to work hard.
on the up side i got my prom dress and its so pretty!!!!!!! yay!!!!
ok i'm gonna go get lost in tv cya
Sex is good for you!!!!
Body: 1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.

2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering
dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.

3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.

4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!

5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of
euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.

6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the
opposite sex crazy!

7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE
EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.

8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and
lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.

9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.

10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever.

If you repost this message:
The "Hot Sex Fairy" will visit you at mid-night tonight.

If you do not repost:r the nex
Bad sex life fot 5 years <- :-0

Sex = Good!
Previous post Next post
Up