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i could feel the wet against my cheek. a single tear shed as i stared down at the red numbers looking into my eyes. a feeling of relief, of happiness, and of achievement overtook me. its unreal to think how much i have come since i started. i weigh less now than i did in 7th grade. i have 4 ½ to go. and i have a little over a week. i am going to do it. im almost there. i have to hold on, i have to push myself beyond my limits. i had the most incredible feeling this morning when i looked at the scale, that son of a bitch didnt let me down this time. i am more than happy. im ecstatic. i havent seen this number in as long as i can remember. i can't believe it. im almost 20 pounds lighter than i was a year ago. its unbelievable.