Dec 23, 2004 18:09
Dear Santa,
I would like to thank you for sending me some Christmas cheer and sentiment for the holidays this year. Lord knows I needed it after the twilight zone I was traveling through last year around this time. Everything was just completely out of whack.
I don't know if there's much more I could ask more for at this point. My future seems a little more certain, my grades are on the rise, my family is financially stable...
But my heart is always yearning for a little bit more...
..And I'm left with this lingering sense of unrest and dissatisfaction that I just can't push. So my one wish, Santa, is to be at complete peace at least just for one day. I long to forget any troubles or grievances and just be grateful for once.
Santa, there is about to be a giant hole in my heart left by a certain someone who never could give me what I sought for. And I'm finally realizing that my foolish hopes are setting me on a path for self-destruction, so I'm currently in the process of letting go. It won't be easy, so if you could send me a little a something to fill that gap as a bonus, I would greatly appreciate it.
Here it is, Santa. My grown-up Christmas list. When material things hold little to no importance and my biggest wishes are for things we can't really touch or see.
So grant me these things and I'll never ask for anything again.
Megan