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[greeneyelie]

so i havn't written anything productive in quite a while. and even now i can't think of anything worth saying. i could probably rant about politics and my views for a while, or music, but i would come off as a snob. maybe i am a snob. it is late at night and i NEED to write 6 pages. no motivation what so ever. i don't even feel a bit of pressure to write it. i can't even read a paragraph of a reference before getting distracted. it just dosn't seem important to me and i can't see the consequences of not writing it. so i resolve to livejournal..... actually i result to trying to find the core of my problem, like their is an answer to my laziness, like something other than myself will make me write my paper. i usually point at the fact that i have been always labeled as "gifted." yes this may seem a bit snob, but that silly label carries a lot of burden with it. when someone tells you that you have an imense amount of potential, their is an even greater weight on you to fulfill that potential. though as a perfectionist, i know that potential will never be fulfilled in my own eyes. i hate that i do this, but when i read about the different traits of being labeled "gifted," i feel less alone, like someone out there has me pinned down to a point and understands my character, and that i am just fine the way i am. anyways, here is a link to a website that has some traits of being "gifted," and some links to go along with it. maybe it will help you better understand me, and maybe you will see some of the traits in yourself.

http://www.giftedservices.com.au/adults.html