lalavaaa
i am so scared of liking him. i hate this! because i'm already insecure and stuff because i'm in a whole new school and a whole new country with no one to really talk to but my sister. caitlins been soo cool i can talk to her about anything. and she really trusts me too. which is so awesome. but the thing is, i'm already insecure at this new place, and then liking him is making me so...werid. i'm just...i can see myself starting to become attached to him, and i see myself liking him just about the same amount i had liked chris last year. and i am so freaked out that he is going to hurt me or that he just wants to get "some" and a bunch of other reasons that i know are stupid, but i still think are possible.
gawd why do i do this. i seriously wish that when we finally get a female president she will revolutionize our world and we will take up the procedure of breeding men underground for the sole purpose of keeping our race alive.
i mean, wouldn't it make things so much more simple?
someone give me a reason to break up with scott before i get in too deep. please. because i cant think of ANY.
at all.
*The Perfect Guy Survey* ahh if there was such a thing
~*Section 1*~
1. Hair color? dirt blondish brownish
2. Eye color? like mine
3. Height? Taller than me. wayyyy taller than me
4. Six pack? hmmm i think
5. Long hair or short? long haah
6. Glasses? nope
7. Piercings? nope
8. Eyebrows? yes, they are intact
9. Big butt or little? in between. you know who has a nice butt? i'll tell you who has a nice butt:))
10. Chest hair? hah i dont know i hope not
11. Buff or skinny? NOTTTT BUFF i like skinny scrawny boys. dont ask me why, i am just TURNED OFF but buff, arrogant, totally american boys who are STUPID and BLONDE and ANNOYING. he is skinny and freckly
12. Teeth? yes hes got them all
~*Section 2*~
1. Funny or serious? hah hes super funny
2. Party-hopper or more stay-at-home? whatever he feels like doing
3. Is he able to bake or cook? he already does
4. Does he have a best friend? three..i think..
5. Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends? hah yeah im used to it
6. Out-going or shy? out going why some shy tendancies
7. Sarcastic or sincere? both. hes more sincere though.
8. Does he love his mother? yes
9. Does he watch chick-flicks? ahhha yes, after i came along.
10. Would he be a smoker? NO.
11. How about a drinking? hah yea
12. And swearing? occaisional
13. Does he play with your hair? NOOO i hate that so much but he still does it:)
14. Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time? um i not if i'm one of them. its me and only me or nothing.
15. Does he pay for you when you're on a date? yeah, if hes the one taking me out
16. Did he kiss on the first date? um...haha
17. Where did you go for dinner? we were supposed to go somewhere italian
18. Does he buy you flowers? no. he buys me candy when i cry about missing home.
19. Does he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies? ahahhaha NO. that can be overrated.
20. Does he write poetry about you? no
21. Does he use endearments? hes a baby about holding hands. all boys are stupid about holding hands in public.
22. Does he hang out with your and YOUR friends? yea sometimes...oh wait. I HAVE NO FRIENDS HERE. ahahahhaaa
23. How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends? yeah his friends are cool
24. Does he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening? uh...
25. Do you hold hands? yes
~*Section 3*~
1. Does he play soccer? uh...i dont think so?
2. Baseball? yeah
3. Football? not on a team
4. Basketball? yeah hes wicked wicked good
5. Water polo? hah NO
6. Golf or something equally boring? dido
7. Does he surf? i dont know...?
8. Skateboard? no
9. Snowboard? most guys do anyways these days
10. Can he sing? ha yeah its sweet
11. Play the guitar? playing guitar is hot! but no, sadly
12. Play piano? i dont think so
13. Play the drums? no hes not stupid (ahhaha)
14. Can he keep his room clean? i dont know....
15. Is he an artist of sorts? define artist....
16. Does he write his own music? no
17. Does he have pets? yes 3 cats and a dog that died
~*Section 4*~
1. Does he use the word dude? idont know
2. How about tight? hopefully not
3. Would he watch the sun rise and set with you? ahahhahaa i wouldnt be able to sit still for that long...its the ADHD
4. What kind of car does he drive? a big hot bicycle
gawd why do i do this. i seriously wish that when we finally get a female president she will revolutionize our world and we will take up the procedure of breeding men underground for the sole purpose of keeping our race alive.
i mean, wouldn't it make things so much more simple?
someone give me a reason to break up with scott before i get in too deep. please. because i cant think of ANY.
at all.
*The Perfect Guy Survey* ahh if there was such a thing
~*Section 1*~
1. Hair color? dirt blondish brownish
2. Eye color? like mine
3. Height? Taller than me. wayyyy taller than me
4. Six pack? hmmm i think
5. Long hair or short? long haah
6. Glasses? nope
7. Piercings? nope
8. Eyebrows? yes, they are intact
9. Big butt or little? in between. you know who has a nice butt? i'll tell you who has a nice butt:))
10. Chest hair? hah i dont know i hope not
11. Buff or skinny? NOTTTT BUFF i like skinny scrawny boys. dont ask me why, i am just TURNED OFF but buff, arrogant, totally american boys who are STUPID and BLONDE and ANNOYING. he is skinny and freckly
12. Teeth? yes hes got them all
~*Section 2*~
1. Funny or serious? hah hes super funny
2. Party-hopper or more stay-at-home? whatever he feels like doing
3. Is he able to bake or cook? he already does
4. Does he have a best friend? three..i think..
5. Is it okay for him to have a lot of female friends? hah yeah im used to it
6. Out-going or shy? out going why some shy tendancies
7. Sarcastic or sincere? both. hes more sincere though.
8. Does he love his mother? yes
9. Does he watch chick-flicks? ahhha yes, after i came along.
10. Would he be a smoker? NO.
11. How about a drinking? hah yea
12. And swearing? occaisional
13. Does he play with your hair? NOOO i hate that so much but he still does it:)
14. Would he have more than one girlfriend at a time? um i not if i'm one of them. its me and only me or nothing.
15. Does he pay for you when you're on a date? yeah, if hes the one taking me out
16. Did he kiss on the first date? um...haha
17. Where did you go for dinner? we were supposed to go somewhere italian
18. Does he buy you flowers? no. he buys me candy when i cry about missing home.
19. Does he lay under the stars with you and spout random philosophies? ahahhaha NO. that can be overrated.
20. Does he write poetry about you? no
21. Does he use endearments? hes a baby about holding hands. all boys are stupid about holding hands in public.
22. Does he hang out with your and YOUR friends? yea sometimes...oh wait. I HAVE NO FRIENDS HERE. ahahahhaaa
23. How about you hanging out with him and HIS friends? yeah his friends are cool
24. Does he walk you up to the door at the end of the evening? uh...
25. Do you hold hands? yes
~*Section 3*~
1. Does he play soccer? uh...i dont think so?
2. Baseball? yeah
3. Football? not on a team
4. Basketball? yeah hes wicked wicked good
5. Water polo? hah NO
6. Golf or something equally boring? dido
7. Does he surf? i dont know...?
8. Skateboard? no
9. Snowboard? most guys do anyways these days
10. Can he sing? ha yeah its sweet
11. Play the guitar? playing guitar is hot! but no, sadly
12. Play piano? i dont think so
13. Play the drums? no hes not stupid (ahhaha)
14. Can he keep his room clean? i dont know....
15. Is he an artist of sorts? define artist....
16. Does he write his own music? no
17. Does he have pets? yes 3 cats and a dog that died
~*Section 4*~
1. Does he use the word dude? idont know
2. How about tight? hopefully not
3. Would he watch the sun rise and set with you? ahahhahaa i wouldnt be able to sit still for that long...its the ADHD
4. What kind of car does he drive? a big hot bicycle