take the good with the shitty
lots of drama has unfolded.
Mostly lame ass drama
matt ryan said some very mean things to me based on something dumb adam did, which really shouldn't affect me either way, but still made me feel like crap.
I don't feel like i'm full of self-hate, and I don't feel like I try to bring everyone down around me, but sometimes when someone says mean things you just feel like there is truth there.
to counteract the mistake that I can't seem to escape, I met Mystery Dave.
He's very cute, and very sweet, and very smart.
The best part? He thinks all those things about me too.
Yesterday he taught me how to play softball in the dark at the CCB
I really like him. We talked for like two hours about everything from music to paris to old movies.
he just had a seriously bad drawn out end to a relationship, and I know he doesnt want to jump into anything, but he says he'd like to hang out with me agian.
I hope I don't fuck this one up too, but I inevitably will.
Mostly lame ass drama
matt ryan said some very mean things to me based on something dumb adam did, which really shouldn't affect me either way, but still made me feel like crap.
I don't feel like i'm full of self-hate, and I don't feel like I try to bring everyone down around me, but sometimes when someone says mean things you just feel like there is truth there.
to counteract the mistake that I can't seem to escape, I met Mystery Dave.
He's very cute, and very sweet, and very smart.
The best part? He thinks all those things about me too.
Yesterday he taught me how to play softball in the dark at the CCB
I really like him. We talked for like two hours about everything from music to paris to old movies.
he just had a seriously bad drawn out end to a relationship, and I know he doesnt want to jump into anything, but he says he'd like to hang out with me agian.
I hope I don't fuck this one up too, but I inevitably will.