3 years.
Its been 3 years since he died. And I am just as sad as I was when it first happened. I don't know how to make the pain go away. I think about it every single day. And I wish I could stop hurting so much. I'm more sad over it than my mom is still, I feel like. She doesn't even know what today is. I just realized. And I can't believe it. I've been on/off crying all day. And she.... doesn't even know it's today. I'm hurting. And I need the one person who knows how much I hurt. And I can't have them...
