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the age of 19 has not been treating me well at all.
there is nothing good about my 19th year so far. i was really looking forward to it to. but it seems that life just went to shit when i turned 19.
like all those health problems in august and getting my license taken away.
my license expiring while it's taken away, with no way to renew it.
kaiser taking it's damn time turning in my DMV papers, and then we discovered them on my doctors desk like a month ago.
stressful times in october with two jobs and school.
no health insurance, no car insurance.
learning i can't take a semester/year off from school to work because i have to be in school full time for health insurance. and i can't get a new plan because of my 'preexisting condition'
getting my heart broken for the first time and learning to live with it
getting caught driving home from work with an expired license and getting my car towed and my license taken away AGAIN because kaiser didn't do it's fucking job
relying on other people for rides for a month
AND just when i didn't think my car situation could get any worse...today my mother discovered that someone stole the battery out of my car!!! so even if i get my license back, i can't drive my car until we pay for and install another fucking battery into my car. and you'd think that we could have insurance pay for it but if they find out i got caught without a license they'll stop covering me. even though it wasn't our fault.
i feel so rotten lately. i don't know what's with this bad luck streak. i keep hoping things will get better but all they do is get worse. i'm fucking sick of this life.
there is nothing good about my 19th year so far. i was really looking forward to it to. but it seems that life just went to shit when i turned 19.
like all those health problems in august and getting my license taken away.
my license expiring while it's taken away, with no way to renew it.
kaiser taking it's damn time turning in my DMV papers, and then we discovered them on my doctors desk like a month ago.
stressful times in october with two jobs and school.
no health insurance, no car insurance.
learning i can't take a semester/year off from school to work because i have to be in school full time for health insurance. and i can't get a new plan because of my 'preexisting condition'
getting my heart broken for the first time and learning to live with it
getting caught driving home from work with an expired license and getting my car towed and my license taken away AGAIN because kaiser didn't do it's fucking job
relying on other people for rides for a month
AND just when i didn't think my car situation could get any worse...today my mother discovered that someone stole the battery out of my car!!! so even if i get my license back, i can't drive my car until we pay for and install another fucking battery into my car. and you'd think that we could have insurance pay for it but if they find out i got caught without a license they'll stop covering me. even though it wasn't our fault.
i feel so rotten lately. i don't know what's with this bad luck streak. i keep hoping things will get better but all they do is get worse. i'm fucking sick of this life.