New Years...
Happy New Year.
Resolution? Not really. I suppose I will try to keep up with the whole exercising thing. Nothing spectacular. My relationship with Lee is perfect, I am happy, and I think that the new year will bring many new wonderful memories and love to fill the air.
I thought of one.
This year will be the year that I work on my dependency of others. So often I feel lonely for reasons as simple as being alone. Becky will be living in her own apartment now, meaning that not only will I be in a separate room from her, but now in a separate building on a separate road in a separate part of town. I will try to do things to keep myself busy when I am not in the company of others. I think I should probably try to stop crying so much, too. I don't cry because I am unhappy, sad, or upset. I cry because I have so many emotions, so many feelings, and apparently so many tears inside of me that need to be released on a regular basis. Yeah, I'll work on that, too.
This past week was pretty fantastic.
Went hunting with my boy on Thursday and loved it,
celebrated his 19th birthday with him on Friday,
then had a rockin' New Years Eve complete with very loud fireworks, a very well constructed bonfire, delicious food, and my boy.
And tonight he is cooking my favorite dish of his, followed by the much anticipated Wedding Crashers.
Oh yeah, and I got a new friggin black video iPod for Christmas, and I am selling my old one to my mom for a new printer. Excellent excellent.
Basically, my winter break thus far has been everything I thought it would, and more. Full of love, fun, and happiness; all because of the best company in the world.
I am so happy.
Oh, so happy.