I know it's been a while...
College is... college. A life away from my home, away from my boy, and away from my family. I've been getting used to it, but it's definitely not easy. I wish I could feel at home here, but I just can't. I miss my family. I miss Lee. However, seeing them every weekend makes everything alright again.
I realized yesterday just how much I miss Stephanie Michelle Leah Neuman. I was looking through pictures, and seeing her goofy yet beautiful face made me smile through my tears. I miss her like hell.
Of course, my relationship with Lee is phenomenal, and we are closer than we've ever been. I miss him, yes, but seeing his smiling face at the end of every week makes my life complete. I am so lucky to have him. He makes me the happiest I've ever been, and I know I couldn't be this happy with anyone else. Thank you, Lee Anthony Myers, for never ceasing to amaze me.
I love Rebecca Erin Brannen with all of my heart, and I know I wouldn't be able to make it through college without her by my side.
Just knowing that Jayme Elizabeth Holmes is right down the street gives me a sense of security in the city. Even if I don't get to see her everyday as I wish, I know she's there. And that knowledge makes me feel so much better.
Plus, having the hilarious and friendly face of Stephen James Kennedy over all the time can make me feel happy and worry-free even when I feel homesick or sad. He gives me a sense of home, a sense of comfort, moreso than any of the other Atlanta-kids, which is why I value his friendship so much.
I really didn't intend to talk about people on here, it just sort of happened.
I hope I don't seem upset or unhappy, because I enjoy life regardless of the obstacles. I feel independent. I feel loved. But best of all, I feel like I will never be alone.