Update
Im feeling quite depressed these days due to my lack of career planning. I dont know what to do with my life and it just hangs over me like a cloud. I want to do Vet Tech work, but I would be looking at a life full of money problems becuase the career doesnt pay much. I also want to do culinary work and go to culinary school, but Im afraid I would waste more time and more money diving into something I dont know and might not do for the rest of my life even though I would probably be happy doing it... I just dont fucking know and its killing me. My biggest problem is that I just dont want to be in school anymore and the more time I spend in it the more I loath it and therefore the cycle just feeds itself and I cant take more of it.
I just dropped physics because overall I know im not going to go to Veterinary school becasue I know I dont have the grades for it and the classes I have to take for it are not a day spent fishing, but a day spent ice fishing (WTF?). SO I dropped it becuase I dont want to put myself through the torture, but I know its mostly becuase of my being lazy and my learned helplessness.
So as of now Im just taking one class (Statistical psychology) in hopes of graduating with a psych degree, but maybe that wont even happen if I decide to transfer and do the vet tech thing.
The future is so blurry, I need better glasses.
I just dropped physics because overall I know im not going to go to Veterinary school becasue I know I dont have the grades for it and the classes I have to take for it are not a day spent fishing, but a day spent ice fishing (WTF?). SO I dropped it becuase I dont want to put myself through the torture, but I know its mostly becuase of my being lazy and my learned helplessness.
So as of now Im just taking one class (Statistical psychology) in hopes of graduating with a psych degree, but maybe that wont even happen if I decide to transfer and do the vet tech thing.
The future is so blurry, I need better glasses.