i never thought i could be this happy!!
so me and eric broke up.. and i couldnt be fucking happier!! on like july 17th or something i started talking to an OLD friend of mine.. **hes my lobster** i havent talked to him in over a year.. and the last time i knew he was married.. well we wind up talking and it is amazing.. i broke up with eric.. for obviously him lying to me but because of my L.. i knew i still had feelings for him.. i needed to get them out.. so we have been tklaing almost every day since then!! aahh i am so happy.. hes in afghanistan right now.. but hes going back to jersey for 15 days.. so im going to see him!!! i cant fucking wait!! ahh im so excited.. ill update more i gotta go eat lunch hahaha...