so..
so.. im falling in love with him.. and honestly i didnt think i would..
from the beginning i never thought i could feel this way about him.. EVER.. i just didnt think it was in me.. i just thought that chris was the one i was supposed to be with.. and it wouldnt be any other way.. but something changed..
we werent together for what.. two months and i think a lot of things changed.. and good ways too..
i never saw myself sharing something with him.. and its amazing.. im falling in love and im not as scared as i thought id be.. its all carazyyy.. i havent seen him in 4 days.. cause his brother is here.. buttt not seein him has made me realize i need to see him.. i need him to hold me.. and smile and laugh with me.. i <3 being with him.. i love the way things are with us.. its so wierd how it just clicked.. im so glad that we werent together for those two months.. to make us both realize that we needed each other..
ya know the night i first started hanging out with him again.. thursday march 24.. i didnt think it would wind up to something like this. i didnt think it at all..
i was going back to jersey.. and determined something was gonna happen with chris.. that something was gonna spark with us and we were just gonna know.. but the minute i saw chris.. i realized.. i just wanna be in erics arms.. and from that day on i have felt the same.. im supposed to be with eric.. something brought me back to him and im so glad i realized this now.. instead of hurting in the end!!
hopefully i get to see him today cause i miss him like craazyyy and i cant not see him for another day..
im inlove with him<33 and hes inlove with me.. and its amazzzzzzzzzzing!!!!! mmhhmm
well im gonna go eat or something.. im hungry.. well byebyeeeees
from the beginning i never thought i could feel this way about him.. EVER.. i just didnt think it was in me.. i just thought that chris was the one i was supposed to be with.. and it wouldnt be any other way.. but something changed..
we werent together for what.. two months and i think a lot of things changed.. and good ways too..
i never saw myself sharing something with him.. and its amazing.. im falling in love and im not as scared as i thought id be.. its all carazyyy.. i havent seen him in 4 days.. cause his brother is here.. buttt not seein him has made me realize i need to see him.. i need him to hold me.. and smile and laugh with me.. i <3 being with him.. i love the way things are with us.. its so wierd how it just clicked.. im so glad that we werent together for those two months.. to make us both realize that we needed each other..
ya know the night i first started hanging out with him again.. thursday march 24.. i didnt think it would wind up to something like this. i didnt think it at all..
i was going back to jersey.. and determined something was gonna happen with chris.. that something was gonna spark with us and we were just gonna know.. but the minute i saw chris.. i realized.. i just wanna be in erics arms.. and from that day on i have felt the same.. im supposed to be with eric.. something brought me back to him and im so glad i realized this now.. instead of hurting in the end!!
hopefully i get to see him today cause i miss him like craazyyy and i cant not see him for another day..
im inlove with him<33 and hes inlove with me.. and its amazzzzzzzzzzing!!!!! mmhhmm
well im gonna go eat or something.. im hungry.. well byebyeeeees