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ok so its my first day off in a while. and i'm going out of mind....
i dont know what to do with myself... seriously. im tired but cant go to sleep because its bright out. i've just been sitting aroudn eating and watching TV. its insane.....
even though im burnt out at work, i want to go work just so i have something to do.... its ridiculus!! i used to joke around about being a workaholic, but i think im actually addicted to it now...
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I went to IHS today to inquire about traffic court. anyway, the people i thought would be happy to see me, well, werent... and the people who i thought wouldnt be, well, were.
interesting.
i know this sounds harsh- but i could really give a shit about the majority of people at IHS lately. which is really sad- i really care a lot about people there- just no matter how hard i try they NEVER show an ounce of consideration or excitment towards me. whatever- i've moved on to better things. im not trying anymore with you. you're too wrapped up in your little artificial temporary world.
anyway- but i was happy to see some people. im going to miss my ASL class actually. pathetic really...
anyway- my aim buddy list wont show up for the past 2 days. it says i have no buddies.... does anyone know whats wrong with it????
i dont know what to do with myself... seriously. im tired but cant go to sleep because its bright out. i've just been sitting aroudn eating and watching TV. its insane.....
even though im burnt out at work, i want to go work just so i have something to do.... its ridiculus!! i used to joke around about being a workaholic, but i think im actually addicted to it now...
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I went to IHS today to inquire about traffic court. anyway, the people i thought would be happy to see me, well, werent... and the people who i thought wouldnt be, well, were.
interesting.
i know this sounds harsh- but i could really give a shit about the majority of people at IHS lately. which is really sad- i really care a lot about people there- just no matter how hard i try they NEVER show an ounce of consideration or excitment towards me. whatever- i've moved on to better things. im not trying anymore with you. you're too wrapped up in your little artificial temporary world.
anyway- but i was happy to see some people. im going to miss my ASL class actually. pathetic really...
anyway- my aim buddy list wont show up for the past 2 days. it says i have no buddies.... does anyone know whats wrong with it????