May 03, 2004 22:46
Wow, I haven't written here for awhile. A lot has happened, but there's not much to say. In three weeks I'll be a senior. I want the school year to end, and yet I desperately don't. I need a break from school, but I'll miss junior year so much. I feel like I've reached a plateau: I want to study and sing and dance and act and work out and do community service and have friends but it's getting harder and harder to juggle so many activities.
I want to feel good about my body just like everyone else does. Why is it wrong for me to want to improve it by exercising and eating correctly? Why is it wrong that I understand that I can look better, so I'm going to take (healthy) steps to achieving this?
Only three more weeks.
And I am NOT bulimic!