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[greeney]

The other night my mother and i got into yet another fued. This time it was about how she says my sister screwed up her own life by moving out and about how my mom says she doesnt need to buy me clothes. Also about how i'm mental and distorted because of the people i hang out with. After the fight i went outside to talk on the phone and then the door locked behind me and the lights went out. I didnt try to get back in instead i just walked to bekas house and i hung out with dee and beka and court. I love talking to them and we just kinda hung out for a little. But of course the cops showed up after about 30 minutes. I got to ride in the back of a cop car AND i got reported as a missing person!!! Beat that. Yeah so when they came we told them what was going on and the cops said that they were sick of coming to my house because my mom calls all the time for stupid stuff. Everybody knows my mom is nuts. cops, doctors, relatives, my orthodontist. great way to live right? i should feel bad for her. The cops didnt understand why my mom just couldnt let me stay at my dads house for a night but i had to stay with my mom. Then she took my phone away yet again so if you need to talk to me call my new number. Happy thanksgiving even though its a little late. I went to katie's moms house for dinner and it was pretty good, she made the best cheesecake EVER! I've realized over the past few days that i'm a bad kid. I lie, drink, sneak out, and say bad words. But who doesnt so i'm not that bad. This social worker came and talked to me yesterday and she pissed me off a whole lot. She was all like "you're not living with your mom and i'm here to make sure that you go home tonight.......why are you here, shouldnt you be with your mom?............i can tell you have an attitude because your arms are crossed.........I should take you to beach house now because you're refusing to go to counseling and you have an attitude......i dont care if you're locked out of the house for 2 hours, you shouldnt run away.........we only deal with life threatening situations" Those are a few things that she said. My dad being the smartass that he is probably didnt help. The lady told my dad he needs to watch out for me because i'm gonna be a wild one. I told her i didnt want to go to counseling because talking to someone about my problems will only make me mad and upset and i'm never gonna forget the things my mom has done to me. I was sitting with my arms crossed. big deal. She also said that she doesnt know why she was involved because there was nothing serious going on except teenager-parent fighting. I told her i didnt want her to be involved and i didnt know why she was there either. She told me i was taking my dads side and expecting daddy to protect me. I told her i make my own decisions and i have my own opinions and that i wasnt taking sides. I sure did have an attitude with her because she had one with me and i treat people how they treat me. fucking bitch.
Please tell me: If you've ever witnessed what my mom does or you are familiar with the things she does, are they abnormal or am i just over-reacting?