georgia, georgia
i went to ga last weekend....and saw my best friend in the whole world! she and i have been through so much in such a small amount of time..thats why she's still my best friend after all these years...we made a promise to each other that if our relationships go to shit that we will turn to each other for happiness and be lesbians for the rest of our lives..lol..crazy...
so the rest of the weekend was relatively uneventful, all i did really was hang out, eat, and study...and miss the crap outta ian.....went shopping with my mom and bought a really cute candies purse....and some earrings...nothing special....
i hated it really, except for seeing brianne.....i have a lot of bad memories there....bad bad rep. from back in the day there too....lost all my "friends" including brianne after i left.....i fucked around too much i guess..
i was totally out of control, who am i kidding
being there just made me feel very out of touch with myself....i only lived there for one year and i had like, the most vital experiences of my life that shaped the person that i am today....and its all a blur....the past nine years of my life are all a blur....
whatever though....ive got my head on my shoulders now right? plus, thats what therapy is for....damn, and i dont have an appointment this week!!!
on a lighter note, (got a little ahead of myself there) im going to boone for sure this weekend....im very excited..i cant wait to see ian, and sleep next to him and all that jazz...i think ive missed him the most in the past two weeks than i have ever since we've been together...i bought some shit to have fun for a few hours up there too...my last time..for a long time...i swear! then, in two weeks or so, maybe three...(i dunno, im too lazy to count) its the PENDULUM party!!! in sc...YAY!!
so the rest of the weekend was relatively uneventful, all i did really was hang out, eat, and study...and miss the crap outta ian.....went shopping with my mom and bought a really cute candies purse....and some earrings...nothing special....
i hated it really, except for seeing brianne.....i have a lot of bad memories there....bad bad rep. from back in the day there too....lost all my "friends" including brianne after i left.....i fucked around too much i guess..
i was totally out of control, who am i kidding
being there just made me feel very out of touch with myself....i only lived there for one year and i had like, the most vital experiences of my life that shaped the person that i am today....and its all a blur....the past nine years of my life are all a blur....
whatever though....ive got my head on my shoulders now right? plus, thats what therapy is for....damn, and i dont have an appointment this week!!!
on a lighter note, (got a little ahead of myself there) im going to boone for sure this weekend....im very excited..i cant wait to see ian, and sleep next to him and all that jazz...i think ive missed him the most in the past two weeks than i have ever since we've been together...i bought some shit to have fun for a few hours up there too...my last time..for a long time...i swear! then, in two weeks or so, maybe three...(i dunno, im too lazy to count) its the PENDULUM party!!! in sc...YAY!!