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May 10, 2004 18:20

i am slowly going crazy, one two three four five six switch, crazy going slowly am i, six five four three two one switch

i have been studying for a while and i absutly cannot focus. it is really bad. i have my ap psych test tomorrow and we havnt even finished the course and i know nothing and my mind keeps wondering to things like what cd is currently in my cd player (i think it is jewel). and i actually came to the computer go get something off my psych teacher's website but i left the website with my stuff and now i need to go and get it and i am tired.

i have decided that i am going to go to school tomorrow, but not go to any classes in the morning before my test and sit in the library and study instead. i also need to go to math in the morning, instead of my regular period cus i can not afford to miss class which i will be in my test during cus we have a math test on wednesday. oh shit i have a packet that i need to do for math that i didnt finish in class cus i didnt understand and i am a slow worker it as per usual. also i dont want to go science cus i am so far behind in account of missing a doubble period on friday cus i was taking the ap american test, and now i dont understand anything. so i am hoping that if i dont go, then i can procrastinate taking the test untill i have time to find someone to teach me this unit. and my stupid teacher give crappy extra helps so i think ill just make a friend teach it to me in return for sex or something.

to add to my not wanting to go to my morning classes tomorrow, we are doing relationships in psychology now. our homework is to bring in a picture of a person who we are attracted to and then we are going to do some sorta activity with that. like the second mr wilson mentioned that i got all anxious, so i think ill just not go to first period for the rest of this week to avoid yucky uncomfortableness.

i almost feel kinda bad for missing installations this weekend, though that is really a lie, cus i know that i would have hated myself if i went to the city instead of staying home and studying for ap's. and all that i have herd from it was that there was a lot of melodrama, which i do my best to avoid, so im glad i missed that. though the other comment i have herd was how great the yearbook turned out, so yay mattie! and i feel special, i got named most likely to save the wold, AND best nickname!!!

oh and i deserve a whole lot of credit. even though i didnt go to the city, sarah was sociable this weekend, and it wasnt with nfty friends!!!!!! what a novel idea, hanging out with nonnftyites, its lots of fun, but weird. we went to the carnival in the parking lot of sports plus and i was reminded how much my life sucks cus i hang out with damn coupples and i am a lonely loser who isnt dating anyone. oh well, at least i didnt sit home and be all angsty like i do everyother weekend.

ps. anyone who goes to the circus is a bad person and i stick my toungue out at the certain poop head girl that knows who she is!
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