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life is just so frustrating and exausting. i am sick of school work and sats. i am sick of school comming so hard for me. i am sick of not being credited for my efforts. i am sick of not being taken seriously. i am sick of other people doing crappy jobs. i am sick of having to argue for everything i belive in. im sick of saying stupid things. i am sick of not sleeping at night. i am sick of waking up in the morning-especially so fucking early. i am sick of feeling sorry for myself. i am sick of self hatred. i am sick of dissapointments. im sick of over anylizing my life. i am sick of venting. i am sick of things not making sense to me. i am sick of missing people. i am sick of living in the past. i am sick of feeling depressed. i am sick of being second to everyone else. i am sick of being lonely. i am sick of angst and anger and tears.
i am just really really tired and i want to go back to my happy place.
tomorrow is by birthday. im going to be 17. that is old, yet not old enough.
i am just really really tired and i want to go back to my happy place.
tomorrow is by birthday. im going to be 17. that is old, yet not old enough.