today wAs a good day
So yea, i hung out with lachon,lindsay,and there friend sarah ( i think god i hope im not so dumb that i forgot someones name in an hour) and it was greaT! we met up at 3rd street ( it took me a damn hour to get there... stupid la with all there stupid cars, and there stupid drivers) i had mcdonalds which was a great start to the day, i originally just wanted to take lachon out to dinner movie and a walk on the beach but on hindsight im glad i didnt, it was cold! and i only had my t-shirt, she had a sweatshirt, but that wouldnt have helped, and the fact that im a twig wouldnt help warm her up either. So we huing out at lindsays house, i think i may have made her uncomfortable because i might have moved too fast ( who knows its times like this i wish i could read minds) but aLLthat aside, when i was holding her it just felt "right". and it hasn't felt "right" since like 8th-9th grade. so that is a very big thing for me. i think most of it is i can talk to her and her being absolutely gorgeous doesnt hurt either , yup , lucky me :-) but then ( heres where my daY GEts less spectacular) joe and them are angry with me cuz i flaked on them, but really wouldn't you ( whoever is reading this) not care if sopmeone flaked on you if they were with someone that they actually felt something with? ( normally ill be with a girl and i wont feel anything, today i was shaking when i was hugging lachon... she thought i was cold mua hahaha, ok partially true, but most of it was nervousness. so yea today was a good day.