Today
Yea, work blows donkey balls its so boring, i sit down and call people and ask them to give blood for four hours 5 days a week. but on the up side im gettin paid to do what i do at home, call people and bother them. So while i was at work lindsay called me, it was nice i enjoy being called makes me feel cared for. lets see so i came home and found something my mom left on my desk , it was a poem i wrote when i was in 9th grade and depressed as fuck, oddly enough i still feel the same way as in the poem ( it wasnt a depressed poem, it was a .. uhh i need love poem i guess) so here it is ( yes i know i sucked so you can shut up)
If i were to die tomorrow,
would i die feeling content?
or that it was all time well spent?
If I were to die tomorrow,
would i die with a smile?
Or would i die with a frown?
Would i die thinking my life was worthwhile?
Or would i die thinking I'd let everyone down?
If I were to die tomorrow,
Would anybody really care?
If my funeral were next Tuesday
Would anybody be there?
If i just disappeared from this world,
Would anybody feel despair?
Would they noitce if i was gone?
and if they did would they wonder where?
3 years after i died, Would i still be remembered?
or would people go blank at the sound of my name?
If i were to die tomorrow,
would i be leaving anyone behind?
If i were to die tomorrow,
Would that person even mind?
If i died when i was 60,
Would i die in a place that i could call my own?
If i died when i was 60,
Would i be dying alone?
If i died tomorrow,
Would anybody feel bad that id never gotten to tell them i loved them?
Would they tell everyone how much fun it had been?
If i died tomorrow,
would there be anybody i could tell that i cared?
If i were in the hospital,
would anyone but my parents be there?
If i died tomorrow,
could i say the feelings id had for anyone were true?
Would anyone be there to say " Joey, I'll always love you" ?
NAH
see man i was depressed and lonely
If i were to die tomorrow,
would i die feeling content?
or that it was all time well spent?
If I were to die tomorrow,
would i die with a smile?
Or would i die with a frown?
Would i die thinking my life was worthwhile?
Or would i die thinking I'd let everyone down?
If I were to die tomorrow,
Would anybody really care?
If my funeral were next Tuesday
Would anybody be there?
If i just disappeared from this world,
Would anybody feel despair?
Would they noitce if i was gone?
and if they did would they wonder where?
3 years after i died, Would i still be remembered?
or would people go blank at the sound of my name?
If i were to die tomorrow,
would i be leaving anyone behind?
If i were to die tomorrow,
Would that person even mind?
If i died when i was 60,
Would i die in a place that i could call my own?
If i died when i was 60,
Would i be dying alone?
If i died tomorrow,
Would anybody feel bad that id never gotten to tell them i loved them?
Would they tell everyone how much fun it had been?
If i died tomorrow,
would there be anybody i could tell that i cared?
If i were in the hospital,
would anyone but my parents be there?
If i died tomorrow,
could i say the feelings id had for anyone were true?
Would anyone be there to say " Joey, I'll always love you" ?
NAH
see man i was depressed and lonely