Oct 07, 2008 22:11
I killed myself tonight with a four hour dance rehearsal - getting ready for Sunday, plus the regular gang that practices from 7-8:30. Tuesdays always exercise my emotions as well as my body.....what do they think of me? Do they think I am a good leader? Do they think I am a total idiot? Does what they think really matter?......sometimes I do a dance step so poorly, I just cringe inside. Sometimes the entire practice comes together in an awesome way (not tonight!) and I feel on top of the world, like I am leading my ministry with all my ducks in a row. I want God to continue to use me...but I have to get better...at everything!
I thank the Lord for his constant improvements in my life, both technically and spiritually....and I am grateful that I have been given the opportunity to devote my life to ministry. I wouldn't have it any other way.
I have had a few weeks filled with good friends, including a fun catch up with Jenn and then a special delivery from Katie....the most adorable blanket she made for Sam!
Sam is doing awesome. He just carries on through so much...he is my 5 pound hero! He had a really rough time after surgery, but is doing so much better now...I hope we get to take him home soon!
My life is so good. It is so encouraging to just take a breather sometimes, reserve a moment to look back....and really see how blessed we really are.
Thanks, God. For my family. For my friends. For dance. For you always supplying our needs. For life. For love. For little victories that add up to the most amazing of days.