BANANA
Just when life seems to be headed forward you find yourself at a standstill! ah well. i cna't say that things are going good, they aren't exactly bad but whatever.
Mark's party was a good time, it was great to see mark super hammered and it was great to actually be impaired as well. thanks to my loverly brother that picked our drunk asses up, though i really wanted to walk and it could have been soo magical. it was really good to see everyone whom i haven't seen since mark's last party. it was also pretty neat that kyle came and actually had a good time. weird. i don't htink i've ever felt so umimportant in my entire life.
i'm getting super pumped for saturday though it should be a rockin good time. and i now for sure that i am not letting myself try to plot away to have a good time if you know what i mena ;) but actually just have a good time with everyone that came to see me because they love me.
as my birhtday nears i have coe to this conclusion, that i am ready! and it has nothing to do with that i'll be 19, or anything like that. i'm just need to get it over with. i know itwon't be special and i never thought it would to tell you the truth, but i'm so ready to leave the club it's driving me insane!
Mark's party was a good time, it was great to see mark super hammered and it was great to actually be impaired as well. thanks to my loverly brother that picked our drunk asses up, though i really wanted to walk and it could have been soo magical. it was really good to see everyone whom i haven't seen since mark's last party. it was also pretty neat that kyle came and actually had a good time. weird. i don't htink i've ever felt so umimportant in my entire life.
i'm getting super pumped for saturday though it should be a rockin good time. and i now for sure that i am not letting myself try to plot away to have a good time if you know what i mena ;) but actually just have a good time with everyone that came to see me because they love me.
as my birhtday nears i have coe to this conclusion, that i am ready! and it has nothing to do with that i'll be 19, or anything like that. i'm just need to get it over with. i know itwon't be special and i never thought it would to tell you the truth, but i'm so ready to leave the club it's driving me insane!