ouch it just never gets easier
well i believe that that is all she wrote on the hope that was there for a relationship for moi. yes as many of you probably predicted i am once again standing alone waiting for a boy to say what he was never going to say in the first place. i knew it was coming deep down and i know i sadi it but there was this part of me that didn't want to believe it. and as time went on that part grew stronger. but it was squashed today by the simple truth that i'm liked just not like liked. which sucks majorly and i am trying soo hard not be truely trouble by the fact.
But since i am not totally a girly girl freak i will remain sensible enough to know that i don't wan to stop what i already have and that my friends is a pretty good time. so yes i would like to continue my casual relationship that will leave me nowhere but hurt because at the moment i really enjoy it. i guess it's better that i know now instead of knowing after something serious was to happen. now i can make that desision knowing exactly where everyone's feelings are. maybe one day i will find someone that would like to be in like with me at the same time.
But since i am not totally a girly girl freak i will remain sensible enough to know that i don't wan to stop what i already have and that my friends is a pretty good time. so yes i would like to continue my casual relationship that will leave me nowhere but hurt because at the moment i really enjoy it. i guess it's better that i know now instead of knowing after something serious was to happen. now i can make that desision knowing exactly where everyone's feelings are. maybe one day i will find someone that would like to be in like with me at the same time.