May 16, 2005 18:33
Hey I went for another run
Mid-run I started to ball my eyes out. On sunday something made me cry in the shower.
I dont like running but it allows me to be by myself with just music filling my head. No problems just beats. Then I got really close to home and I ball.
I think I need help(lol)
% I Hate cold chesse
% I Hate Kiwi
% I Hate Montain Dew
% I Hate Purple Jelly beans
% I Hate Stressing
% I Hate Lying
% I Hate anyone who thinks they can controll ME
% I Hate the color white
% I Hate The music of French Horns( no offense)
% I Hate putting on an act
% I Hate Losing
% I Hate the way I feel
% I Hate church
% I Hate Rap music
% I Hate being Alone ( b/f way not mental)