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Oh Yess i am home!!! sadly no one missed me besides jacob....BUT THATS OK! lol, im fine and contempt with jacob missing me, coz im doing alotta missing right now, i missed a whole week of everyone. in a way its sad, but i think that there is only two ppl in the world that coulda stopped me from that lake. it was absolutly beautiful....
there is a dock in the middle of the water (between the shore and the middle of the entire lake(which is EXTREMELY BIG)) anyways, i was really happy when i got out of roaming charges, i called jacob. (see before i left the cabins we went out to eat breakfast, and in the middle of VERY sticky french toast, my phone started singing "do you believe in magic?" and i was like *OH WHO EVERS CALLING IS GONNA DIE!!! *open phone* oh its jacob* and it was jacob, so i pick up and my phone beeped so that ment i lost the signal.) anyways so i was talking to him and he told me about all the things going around on his end, and yea, his room is gonna be orange, (my mum's sitting next to me "ORANGE???!??? blegh *me laughing* *jacob clueless of why i'm laughing*") so yepp, I'm really happy for him, he needs a cool house, and a new start...i'm just......sad.....to see him go somewhere i cant be......
SO different subject, i am wearing a skirt and dangle earings! *crowd gasps* yes its all fact/....lol i still got a black concert t-shirt, so that makes me feel much more me. :-) anyways, im being beaconed so this is
TO BE CONTINUED
YAY ok this is me continueing from beforenow its midnight and none of ya'lls gonna read this till tommarrow or well today, but w/e u get it, anyways i went to my uncle's after unpacking, roseville does their anual fireworks!!! it was so cool i love fireworks. then we roasted marshmellows on an illegal fire (the city doesnt allow open firepits anymore) o well its better that way. then my mums like you never take your allergy pill you always forget. and i was like SO i cant help it and so i took the pill and the freaking thing makes me sleepy so i look like ium drunk comming outta my uncles driveway, so yea that was about as interesting as my night got, and now im sitting here doing nothing, talking to karly and brandon genette. wishing my other friends would talk to me too. you know every year when i come back from vay-kay somthing bad happens...nothing bad has happened (*knock on wood*)so i am waiting....please dont let anything bad happen....
so allies birthday came and went...and i missed it...IM SO SORRY ALLIE I LOVE YOU!!! HAPPY BE-LATED BIRTHDAY!!!!
so yeah karly left, and brandons away...so now i really am lonely.....
people say the hardest thing to give up is your friends... and i will solely agree. no-one can ever understand all the memories all the way from the BIGGEST to the smallest. and when you remeber something it can hurt you for a while but in the end....its all worth having thouse memories. jacob and russell will be gone. christines not comming back for a good long while plus i know she wants to move there. kates moving. things are leaveing my presence too fast. maybe its just my pathetic ego getting in the way on happiness. but what about the plans? we all had plans, for later in life for collage and housing, and everything....I mean maybe not kate, but we could have......the world around what i built myself on is slowly deteriorating and that sounds like, but is not an exaggeration.
When we came home today i noticed all the people by my house. they are not people i want living around me. they swear. they have no respect. they don't care. and thats why i hate it here, as much as this is my home, it is also slowly unwinding, and maybe its just me, but i want away from this. i want to stay with my best friends. and i can't even make that happen.
so as i wipe a tear away i'll leave you with my new favorite joke on the block:
A beautiful redhead walked into a doctor's office and said that she had excruciating pain all over her body. The doctor, confused by this, asked her to elaborate. She said, "Watch this." She touched the top of her head and let out a blood-curdling scream. She then touched her shoulder and screamed again. Then she touched her hip, knee and foot, each time letting out a horrible scream. The doctor said, "You're not a natural redhead, are you?" The woman replied, "No, I'm a blonde. How did you know?" The doc replied, "Because your finger is broken"
love you
~Steff
P.P.S grades!!! 3.779!! WoO HoOoO go steff
there is a dock in the middle of the water (between the shore and the middle of the entire lake(which is EXTREMELY BIG)) anyways, i was really happy when i got out of roaming charges, i called jacob. (see before i left the cabins we went out to eat breakfast, and in the middle of VERY sticky french toast, my phone started singing "do you believe in magic?" and i was like *OH WHO EVERS CALLING IS GONNA DIE!!! *open phone* oh its jacob* and it was jacob, so i pick up and my phone beeped so that ment i lost the signal.) anyways so i was talking to him and he told me about all the things going around on his end, and yea, his room is gonna be orange, (my mum's sitting next to me "ORANGE???!??? blegh *me laughing* *jacob clueless of why i'm laughing*") so yepp, I'm really happy for him, he needs a cool house, and a new start...i'm just......sad.....to see him go somewhere i cant be......
SO different subject, i am wearing a skirt and dangle earings! *crowd gasps* yes its all fact/....lol i still got a black concert t-shirt, so that makes me feel much more me. :-) anyways, im being beaconed so this is
TO BE CONTINUED
YAY ok this is me continueing from beforenow its midnight and none of ya'lls gonna read this till tommarrow or well today, but w/e u get it, anyways i went to my uncle's after unpacking, roseville does their anual fireworks!!! it was so cool i love fireworks. then we roasted marshmellows on an illegal fire (the city doesnt allow open firepits anymore) o well its better that way. then my mums like you never take your allergy pill you always forget. and i was like SO i cant help it and so i took the pill and the freaking thing makes me sleepy so i look like ium drunk comming outta my uncles driveway, so yea that was about as interesting as my night got, and now im sitting here doing nothing, talking to karly and brandon genette. wishing my other friends would talk to me too. you know every year when i come back from vay-kay somthing bad happens...nothing bad has happened (*knock on wood*)so i am waiting....please dont let anything bad happen....
so allies birthday came and went...and i missed it...IM SO SORRY ALLIE I LOVE YOU!!! HAPPY BE-LATED BIRTHDAY!!!!
so yeah karly left, and brandons away...so now i really am lonely.....
people say the hardest thing to give up is your friends... and i will solely agree. no-one can ever understand all the memories all the way from the BIGGEST to the smallest. and when you remeber something it can hurt you for a while but in the end....its all worth having thouse memories. jacob and russell will be gone. christines not comming back for a good long while plus i know she wants to move there. kates moving. things are leaveing my presence too fast. maybe its just my pathetic ego getting in the way on happiness. but what about the plans? we all had plans, for later in life for collage and housing, and everything....I mean maybe not kate, but we could have......the world around what i built myself on is slowly deteriorating and that sounds like, but is not an exaggeration.
When we came home today i noticed all the people by my house. they are not people i want living around me. they swear. they have no respect. they don't care. and thats why i hate it here, as much as this is my home, it is also slowly unwinding, and maybe its just me, but i want away from this. i want to stay with my best friends. and i can't even make that happen.
so as i wipe a tear away i'll leave you with my new favorite joke on the block:
A beautiful redhead walked into a doctor's office and said that she had excruciating pain all over her body. The doctor, confused by this, asked her to elaborate. She said, "Watch this." She touched the top of her head and let out a blood-curdling scream. She then touched her shoulder and screamed again. Then she touched her hip, knee and foot, each time letting out a horrible scream. The doctor said, "You're not a natural redhead, are you?" The woman replied, "No, I'm a blonde. How did you know?" The doc replied, "Because your finger is broken"
love you
~Steff
P.P.S grades!!! 3.779!! WoO HoOoO go steff