Boring
Guess my journal seems pretty boring to people who see it. But let me tell all of you I am far from boring I think. No one has actually told me so but I think I am quite an interesting person to know. Not that many people know me and what makes me tick. Just family mostly. I don't really take the time to go and meet very many people. I am feeling a bit lonely these days. i don't even get any e-mails from anyone. Don't have many friends on live journal either. Not that I feel sorry for myself cause I guess it's better than having alot of drama from what I have seen of things lately in other journals. But I could really use the support of some good friends. I have one friend but she is one of those plastic people. no real depth in her soul. Not the kind of person you can be honest with if you know what I mean. She is very shallow and only lives on the surface of what is true in life. She is the type who believes the government is her best friend and would never do anything to harm her or her family. What bullshit. I have known her since she was born. We have been friends for forever. We haven't spoken in about ten years and now I know why. Blah.