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its 1 am and i am dreading the day ahead of me..... whys that you ask... oh because it is just like the one just past and the one before that.... nothing to do nowhere to go no friends.... i mean not to sound all pity me and blah blah but i seriously dont know how i am gonna deal with it here.... dont get me wrong i do actually like it here.... not to country not to city... unless your in like south buff or something then its kinda freaky but still its so beautiful here.... i look outside and all i see is miles and miles of water followed by canada... what more can you ask for....
oh i dunno how about a music program where a sophmore doesnt have more training then the seniors..... in this school each grade level has a "selective choir" and you try out at the end of august.... most kids in 9/10th grade just walk in and sing a scale or two but on the sheet thing it said to prepare a peice so i did.... not really i used my nyssma peice but still.... okay so i walked in and he was like sing up and down any scale... i did.... he asked me a few questions about my old school and then asked me if i had prepared a peice.... i had... so i sang it.... much better than i did at nyssma i must add.... okay so anywyas... i am the only sophmore in the senior selective choir... this is bull shit !!! ahhh!!! what am i suppose to learn from theese people.... im not suppose to be this far ahead of them... they're suppose to be ahead of me... ya know better singers so i can learn.... anyways so today was the first choir practice and we all had to sing our selected peices to the choir .... i went last cuz i was last in the alphabet.... but by that point i wasnt nervice cuz they all sounded like voice one students..... im gonna go bizerk!!!! did i mention that there were only 2 other girls who didnt sing a song in english ... and another 5 that didnt sing a pop song.....this is hell....