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Nov 15, 2004 13:43

so you all know, ryan and i broke up today...and yeah..i didnt break up with him for somebody else. i didnt break up with him to be single. i did it because he was getting stressed and i need to be more worried about school than having a bf and hopefully he understands that. and as somebody asked me today, i did not break up with him because i gave up on him. i will never give up on him. hes one of my best friends and i dont want to loose our friendship or anything like that.. and if anybody thinks i did it because i gave up on him, for another person or anything like that, your wrong. and if you cant get that, then im sorry i guess..but thats all i have to say about that.

my day was ok other than that part ^^^^^. im tired of people giving me crap about the decisions i make with my guy friends or boyfriends. it is my life not theirs.. and im not directiing that to anyone specific, i am just saying thats all.

if anybody saw me today, get used to that look. because im sticking with it all over again.for reasons that dont matter. and i dont care if you think im a freak. because i could actually care less what you or anyone else think of me.as long as im not some overdossing druggie and drunk i dont think anybody else should say anything about me or the way i act and look.if you dont like me, then dont say anything to me about it.

im sorry i just am tired of people talking about me behind my back or trash talking me to my face.

later.
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