Hmmm
I feel like writing, but I have nothing to say. Maybe I'll just write what's on my mind, yes?
So, last night, i yelled at her. (For those of you that don't know who I mean, "her" = "the other woman". Ha.. It sounds funny to put it that way. Ha.)
She was drunk, and pissing me off, and so, I yelled at her. It felt great. I feel bad that it felt so great, but it did. It really did.
I still wish that whole situation was ok. Sometimes, I feel like such an idiot... I actually thought things would change. Guess I am an idiot. Oye...
I think that if I am in fact single when I get back... I want to stay that way for a while. I think it'd be a good thing, something that I need. But that's only if.
I'm tired of bitching. I need to get out of the house, but I don't want to get out of my chair. Damn.
(Sorry about this entry, it's pretty pointless)
Much Love--
Kate
So, last night, i yelled at her. (For those of you that don't know who I mean, "her" = "the other woman". Ha.. It sounds funny to put it that way. Ha.)
She was drunk, and pissing me off, and so, I yelled at her. It felt great. I feel bad that it felt so great, but it did. It really did.
I still wish that whole situation was ok. Sometimes, I feel like such an idiot... I actually thought things would change. Guess I am an idiot. Oye...
I think that if I am in fact single when I get back... I want to stay that way for a while. I think it'd be a good thing, something that I need. But that's only if.
I'm tired of bitching. I need to get out of the house, but I don't want to get out of my chair. Damn.
(Sorry about this entry, it's pretty pointless)
Much Love--
Kate