I want to re-energize myself so that I have more to share again
I feel a bit stagnant. I want something that I am passionate about going on. I want to sit up late talking with my s.o. for hours and feeling so close and fabulous like we used to all the time. I want to feel like I have something interesting and maybe important to say. I love the cats dearly, but my conversation is largely of banalities lately. What the cats did, what the cats didn't do. I need to reconnect with myself some more so that I can reconnect with others.
Then again, I also need some patience and some understanding for the fact that sometimes life is really quiet, and it is okay. It doesn't have to be one endless circle of exciting activities.
It is okay sometimes to still in love and have times where you aren't as close or sharing as much, because you still love them and the pendulum will swing back, because they are still one of you favorite people in the whole world and they make you smile like crazy and they smell and feel like home, even when you are cranky.
Then again, I also need some patience and some understanding for the fact that sometimes life is really quiet, and it is okay. It doesn't have to be one endless circle of exciting activities.
It is okay sometimes to still in love and have times where you aren't as close or sharing as much, because you still love them and the pendulum will swing back, because they are still one of you favorite people in the whole world and they make you smile like crazy and they smell and feel like home, even when you are cranky.