Wow a lot of crap has been goin down, so i've read. Everyone was way happy for awhile then not so much now but its cool though.
so, yeah I really really really like Zack (fantesticles Zack) and I don't even know why
I barely know him, From what I do know I really like.
I dont get how I get so attatched to people so easilly it doesnt make sense... maybe I dont really get attatched I just think I get attatched but really, its all in my head. or something -blink- -blink-
hmmm.... Today Zack was sad and was barely talking to me at all...And if he said anything it was one word responces...
I asked him what his favorite thing in the whole world was, his responce was cigarettes and pussy. So I sent him this thingy I made for him...
Once he got it he said it made him really happy...
I was so happy that it made him happy I wanted to like cry or something. But since I'm the ice princess and I have no emotions I didnt... hahah
Why do I like this kid so much? I was thinking maybe it was because I've been single since winterbreak and maybe I just want to be with somebody and he was just there so it happened to be him. But I don't like anyone else. And when I see other guys I like or used to like the first thing I think of is Zack.
It shouldn't be like this. He doesn't care about me like I care about him, and he shouldn't. We barely know each other. What the fuck. Someone punch me in the face.