Aug 10, 2005 17:51
hey everyone.
gotta vent about this one. today I found out that two boys I have had crushes on are comfirmed gay! You would think I was in heaven. (For those who care about details, one of them is a friend in my school's department, and the other is a cutie who works for the dining services here at school. I won't reveal names) So, you think I would be in heaven right? WRONG! I find out that both boys are happily in relationships. As much as I am happy for them, I can't help but be bitter. Why do I seem to care about this so much that I can't just be happy for these guys?
(shrugs)