A Heart Well Hidden
I really have nothing to say. I just kind of feel like I have so much love inside of me, that has nowhere to go. I just wish that I wasn't such a big dreamer sometimes. But life will go on and I will survive, no matter what happens. I just seem so sad right now, who knows why. But anyway...
Classes weren;t anything today; Citizens was boring, science was boring, and chorus and band were okay. I got to play first clarinet today because Nick was absent and I decided to sit imbetween Shawna and Kevin and look on at Kevin's music. I couldn't play the warm-ups that well, basically because it was fast sight reading. But I just wish that the band was a little bit more organized and that I could play first clarinet; that's what I am used to, I know it was just the middle school, but I just can't stand having to play the really low notes to some random tempo. I like the higher notes, they seem to be more fun and elegant to play. I wanted to be challeneged this year so that I could further my skills, but I think they may have declined if antying; we do nothing in that class, and the musci is so easy. But I guess that's good because I have time to just kind of vedge. School is so tedious lately because I just feel so crappy and all I want to do it have a break. I swear I am going to end up counting down the days of school until February Vacation. I need time away fromt he school. Mr. Beals annoys the heck out my and I can't stand Mr. Widdman as a tecaher. He is okay to socialize with if anything, butas a teacher he is completely unorganized and not prepared for the highschool life. I don't even know if I want to take band and chorus next year. I will most likely end up taking chorus because I just like it and some of my friends are there. But band is so messed up; with amy whole issues with the music and how we do nothing but listen to people be distracting and annoying.
We need to organize some outings soon.... I need to get away from my house and school with my friends.... whether we go to the movies in a big group, or whatever I don't really have too much say.... but it would be cool if we went to the loop or something like that to see something new and fresh..... too bad all the lord of the rings movies have come out... what is there to see lately.... yeah that would be cool, but not all of my friends hang out with each other... okay.. sperate outings... that will work.. oh I don't give a (where I say a swear, but since I don't swear, sorry! Fine I sear when I get really mad and when I am telling people what my phone number spells out)
(I'm still working on the poem... but here is a line)
"I am on the stairway,
But where is heaven"
Luv Ya, Ciao!
~GrEeN
Classes weren;t anything today; Citizens was boring, science was boring, and chorus and band were okay. I got to play first clarinet today because Nick was absent and I decided to sit imbetween Shawna and Kevin and look on at Kevin's music. I couldn't play the warm-ups that well, basically because it was fast sight reading. But I just wish that the band was a little bit more organized and that I could play first clarinet; that's what I am used to, I know it was just the middle school, but I just can't stand having to play the really low notes to some random tempo. I like the higher notes, they seem to be more fun and elegant to play. I wanted to be challeneged this year so that I could further my skills, but I think they may have declined if antying; we do nothing in that class, and the musci is so easy. But I guess that's good because I have time to just kind of vedge. School is so tedious lately because I just feel so crappy and all I want to do it have a break. I swear I am going to end up counting down the days of school until February Vacation. I need time away fromt he school. Mr. Beals annoys the heck out my and I can't stand Mr. Widdman as a tecaher. He is okay to socialize with if anything, butas a teacher he is completely unorganized and not prepared for the highschool life. I don't even know if I want to take band and chorus next year. I will most likely end up taking chorus because I just like it and some of my friends are there. But band is so messed up; with amy whole issues with the music and how we do nothing but listen to people be distracting and annoying.
We need to organize some outings soon.... I need to get away from my house and school with my friends.... whether we go to the movies in a big group, or whatever I don't really have too much say.... but it would be cool if we went to the loop or something like that to see something new and fresh..... too bad all the lord of the rings movies have come out... what is there to see lately.... yeah that would be cool, but not all of my friends hang out with each other... okay.. sperate outings... that will work.. oh I don't give a (where I say a swear, but since I don't swear, sorry! Fine I sear when I get really mad and when I am telling people what my phone number spells out)
(I'm still working on the poem... but here is a line)
"I am on the stairway,
But where is heaven"
Luv Ya, Ciao!
~GrEeN