May 14, 2004 05:12
PROM: i hate my parents. i need money! hah, i won't get my period at prom!
SCHOOL:
ACADEMICS: doing so-so in my classes. i need to finish adult school like now! the deadline's almost here and i still need to finish two essays! can't have senioritis now, so close yet so far...graduation come here already!!
SOCIAL LIFE: it's aiite, i guess. been kinda off lately and i don't really know why. and i don't think i'm okai, actually. i've been really down, like i'm coming down from tweak or something and i haven't even tweaked recently. anyway, i told myself that i'm gonna have to change. i realize that i'm really phony, but underneath this "million dollar smile" is a really sad person that can't handle too much and would break down and cry...at school! omg, i can't believe that! i cried at school. anyway, whatever.
BOYS: what about them? some are good looking...uh, that's about it...
COLLEGE: goin' to SMC. moving in with my aunt, so that the commute isn't too bad. i fell in love with ucsd the other day. *sigh* i love it there. now i'm REALLY motivated. but then again, i did hear that the parties are at san diego state, oh well.
getting tired now...continue later...