everything happens for a reason
the more i look into thing the more hurt i get. i need to just stop caring. that part of my life is done and over with. no more. why do i keep trying to read more into it then? i deleted them and yet i still search for more. my life has been so great...ups and downs and everything in between i still wouldnt change it. i have made so many good friends and frienships already. tolo is going to be great, rachel and i have it all planned out and the boys are gonna love it! school is ok...need to bring my grades up soon! family life is good too, nothing to complain about. guys..well im having some trouble in that deparment...but what the hell..who isnt!? guy #1 and i just arent going to work out. i should end it now...but something inside of me says not to. oh well, life is too short and i have too many other things going for me to worry about a stupid boy. i cant wait for tolo...its gonna be a blast!