Lets talk about sex

Nov 17, 2004 14:25

Interhigh was great today. Brad Hemming you are my hero. I wish I would have heard him talk about at the end of last year, then my summer would have been better. Its sad to me actually how now that I put it all in perspective, I dont think either one of us were in love. No, wait. I think for a little bit it was, it had to of been. Brad Hemmings definition of love is choosing the highest point for the OTHER person. Meaning....(to me) that you would give anything to make that person happy. Even if it means breaking up with them. He had many good points too. Like dont settle for only part of a guy when you can have to whole thing. And...if you really want to know if the person loves you or not, ask 3 girlfriends who trust...what they think. I wish me and him could have heard this earlier! Maybe, just maybe, none of this would have happened. However, this just didnt effect my love life, I also realized how importand certain people are in my life now. I am so lucky to have heard this! I feel more understanding about lots of things now and I know how guys work a little more too. As for Allison, you are my soul mate! Thanks for the talk on the stairs, we both have so much in common that I didnt realize...and next time you can vent about Anthony more...(Im sorry I vented so much about my problems :)

Random thoughts: I wonder if my date got finalized with Rachel?! I hope Im not working!!! I missed PE today....no Noah or Vladamire teasing me about how bad I am. I like school a lot more now. I think my guy problems are getting better. Tolo is gonna be so fun! David better dance better this time. I want some of my cake. Work with Trevor tonight.....UGH! Salads is fun!! My eyes hurt. I think I might be in love with James and Allison, and no...I cant go 10 weeks without sex....I would die.
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