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hey, its been a long time since ive even logged onto this site and its mainly because i havent had anything worth telling anyone, ive been living my life sort of privately lately. hevent been chillin with tons of people. to be honest, i havent been chillin with even a dozen people.
probably one of the saddest moments of my life was seeing my grandma in the hospital last sunday. i had never seen her cry before. except for my aunts funeral years ago. the doctors told me family she didnt have much time after we saw her sunday, but all week her blood pressure kept going back up to normal, but still dropping.
yesterday, the sky got dark about 2 or 3, i cant remember. all of a sudden it went from being a gorgeous day to windy, cold and dark, and then about and hour later it cleared up. it was at that moment when the sky became filled with clouds that my grandma passed away. i knew as soon as my mom told me to come straight home after work yesterday, that she would tell me that. it hurts. it really does.
i dont know what to do with myself, im still in a state of shock i guess. this fucking sucks.
thats all i can say.
im gonna miss her so badly
RIP GRANDMA
3/3/07
probably one of the saddest moments of my life was seeing my grandma in the hospital last sunday. i had never seen her cry before. except for my aunts funeral years ago. the doctors told me family she didnt have much time after we saw her sunday, but all week her blood pressure kept going back up to normal, but still dropping.
yesterday, the sky got dark about 2 or 3, i cant remember. all of a sudden it went from being a gorgeous day to windy, cold and dark, and then about and hour later it cleared up. it was at that moment when the sky became filled with clouds that my grandma passed away. i knew as soon as my mom told me to come straight home after work yesterday, that she would tell me that. it hurts. it really does.
i dont know what to do with myself, im still in a state of shock i guess. this fucking sucks.
thats all i can say.
im gonna miss her so badly
RIP GRANDMA
3/3/07