Aug 23, 2004 13:48
I would say hey everyone as I normally do but no on even reads this so...HEY NO ONE!...I think that I'm gonna stop writing in my journal...it seems almost pointless...no one reads it...no one cares...I think I might be dead...it seems like no one sees me...no on e even realizes when I'm there...I might as well not be...is this what being dead feels like?...are you there observing everything and no one sees you?...Is that it?...I just got stabbed in the back the other day by my "best friend"...they did a GREAT job...kill on impact...this has to be what it is like when you're dead...just observing...never being seen though...not being remembered...that's what happens when you die...you're important for a week and them it was like you never existed in the first place...yep...this is it...no tears after it all...no solace for anything...just the solitary feeling of death.....